Chapter 241 Su Zhaoxue understands herself (for subscription)
Chapter 241 Su Zhaoxue understands herself (for subscription)
In addition to the usual gentleness, there is also a bit of scrutiny and exploration.
Feeling that she was a little abnormal, Song Hongli did not understand the reason for her abnormality, and always felt that it was related to this news.
"That victim is your ex-girlfriend."
Song Hongli asked softly, and after his voice fell, Su Zhaoxue nodded.
He didn't say anything more, didn't express anything, and even his expression didn't change as before.
No sadness, no sadness.
This situation was not normal, Song Hongli also saw that Su Zhaoxue seemed unwilling to talk about it, so he didn't ask, but he couldn't help but secretly wrote down the girl's name on the forum.
"Will you come to my place tonight?""
Seeing that Song Hongli had finished drinking a cup of coffee, but didn't eat the cheesecake on the table, Su Zhaoxue asked in a low voice. Usually, her invitations were mostly because she wanted to do that kind of thing with herself at night.
Song Hongli would agree to anything special, but at this time, he didn't want to go to her house with Su Zhaoxue.
25 "Sorry, I still have something to do, I have to leave first.
Song Hongli said softly, picked up his own bag, got up and left.
Seeing that he was in a hurry, Su Zhaoxue glanced at the lip print he left on the mug, and the untouched cheesecake on the table. She lowered her head and rubbed the lipstick on the mug on the cheesecake. superior.
The soft cake was quickly crushed by the cup, and pieces of crumbs fell on the side of the plate. Su Zhaoxue was doing this incomprehensible thing indifferently, and the corners of her mouth were raised on her lowered face.
She was not in a bad mood, or could be said to be in a good mood.
Thinking of Song Hongli's reaction just now, Su Zhaoxue grabbed the table with her hands with satisfaction.
A perfect boy needs to be smart to be delicious. If he is too naive, he will lose his original beauty.
Su Zhaoxue picked up the lipstick-stained cake and gently placed it on her lips.
After tasting the familiar taste, Su Zhaoxue's excitement became more obvious.
She won't be in such a hurry to taste the last delicious food, even if she craves it, she will save it to the end.
However, she will not sit idly by the provocation of the enemy.
Su Zhaoxue thought, she took out the other mobile phone in her arms, logged in to the forum, found a lighted avatar, and sent a message there.
"I'll be there for you when you need me. Do you need me? Confused boy. Feeling a little cold?
A low and soothing voice sounded slowly in her ears, the girl looked up at the woman who was a head taller than herself, and shook her head shyly.
There was an old English song playing slowly in the room, and the old song had the style of the 1970s and 1980s.
It tells about a chase and killing, the song has no clear singer, and the girl has never heard such a song with such a soothing tune, but the lyrics are so extreme.
"Can I know your name?" The girl raised her head and became interested in the woman she had known for half a year.
The girl's name is Liu Yi, a high school student who repeated her grades for one year. Because of her unsatisfactory results in the college entrance examination last year, she was under pressure from her family and persuasion from her teachers, and stayed in high school for another year.
It's just that this year was the most confusing time in her life. Facing the departure of her former classmates and getting along with her new classmates, she became introverted and did not like to communicate with others.
Likewise, a forum called euthanasia was also found.
In China, euthanasia is not established, or even illegal, but everyone may have a house called euthanasia in their hearts, where their cowardice and helplessness are sealed.
Lost people put death on their lips, but fear the pain caused by Death.
So, euthanasia is not just a form of death, for many people, it is their paradise, their habitat.
Liu Yi likes to express her negative thoughts in the forum. She plays different roles in the circle of friends and Weibo. In the circle of friends, she is a studious student, a good daughter of her parents, and a nerd in the eyes of her classmates.
On Weibo, she is paying attention to those dark sides, and even when she sees those painful current events, she will compare those people with herself, seeing that those people are worse than herself, she doesn't feel uncomfortable, instead she feels uncomfortable. An indescribable pleasure.
Liu Yi admits that she is very poor like this, and she has no way to get rid of the troubles in her heart.
However, one day, when she logged into the euthanasia forum and received a friend request, her world changed.
The monster is a very good person. Until today, she didn't know whether the other party was a man or a woman, so when a mature, elegant, steady and talkative woman stood in front of her, Liu Yi felt extremely pleasantly surprised.
The monster is his best friend now, even more than those classmates who have been with him for a long time.
Only she understands her true self, a selfish person who yearns for all destruction.
Liu Yi doesn't know why he is like this. Is it just because he is not good that everyone should be sad?
Yes... yes, that's when she answered the monster.
She had only done something to cheer her up a few days ago.
At that time, there was an earthquake in a certain area, many people were trapped, and many people needed help.
340 The mother asked herself to put the useless clothes and some daily necessities at the rescue station downstairs. She responded with a smile, but instead of putting them in the rescue station, she found a place with no one and threw all those things away. .
She didn't understand why she did this, obviously that little thing didn't make much sense.
It's just... She doesn't want to, she doesn't want to help those people, even if it's trash that she doesn't want, even if she destroys it, she will never allow it to belong to others.
As long as she doesn't want to, no one can force her to help others.
Thinking that some people will feel joy because of their own help, Liu Yi will feel the pain of suffocation.
She was sick, she had a disease that could not control her emotions.
She'd be cranky, she'd yell, and she'd want to destroy everything. She thought that she would never be able to share these things with others, because anyone else would hate her for it.
But monsters don't, she understands herself, she understands her own thoughts, her own world.
Liu Yi is thinking, if there is a monster, can he continue to live happily?
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