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Chapter 244 Two Paranoid People (Subscribe)
Song Hongli has no classes, and since he is approaching graduation, it doesn't make much difference whether he goes to school or not.
He woke up from the warm quilt and found that the air conditioner was on with a warm wind, making the whole house feel lazy and warm.
He put on his clothes and walked downstairs, and then saw Su Zhaoxue taking out the prepared food, still steak, as if he had pinpointed the time for him to wake up.
And being able to see the faint bloodshot inside, Song Hongli found that Su Zhaoxue likes to make steak for herself, and they all like the half-cooked feeling.
"Is it too tired yesterday? When I woke up, I saw that you were still asleep and didn't wake you up."
Su Zhaoxue turned around and leaned on the table to look at Song Hongli with a smile. Even at home, she was still dressed decently. The so-called decentness meant that she looked very bright.
She has fair skin, a tall stature, a woman's concave and convex, and a particularly outstanding temperament.
At this moment, she was wearing a long navy blue floral dress with a beige shawl on the outside, and her long hair was neatly tied behind her head.
I'm afraid people will be asked to take pictures when she goes to the street in this dress, but she wears this dress and cooks for herself at home.
"It's a little weird for you to say that, and last night obviously didn't do anything. 39
"Oh? So, does A Li want to have something with me? 35
Su Zhaoxue smiled lightly, but her voice was clear enough. Hearing her calling her own so intimately, Song Hongli found that he did not seem to reject her calling him that.
When the two of them did that kind of thing before, Su Zhaoxue would also shout like this from time to time. Song Hongli didn't know who it was at first, and it wasn't until she met Su Zhaoxue's focused eyes that she realized she was calling him.
"I'll tell you directly if I want something to happen."
Song Hongli said indifferently, suddenly raised his head and smiled at Su Zhaoxue.
Seeing his smile and watching him eat the steak he made, Su Zhaoxue sipped the lemon juice in front of her with satisfaction, and her mood became much better.
"Speaking of which, you can also attend charity auctions. Your identity should not be as simple as a coffee shop owner, right?"9
Song Hongli is a little curious about Su Zhaoxue. Although the two have been together for a long time, they have not defined their relationship. They are more like bed companions than friends.
"Coffee shops are one of my hobbies. After my parents died, they left me a sum of money. I used the money to open an art gallery and donated some to charities. coffee shop.
Su Zhaoxue said softly, maybe many people think that her own identity is special, but she doesn't think there is anything.
For her, the meaning of many things is far more important than money, for example, the perfect artwork.
"Oh, I can't tell, you're a rich man.
Song Hongli said with a chuckle, after all, in the euthanasia forum, her conversation with Su Zhaoxue was full of disgust for the world.
Song Hongli is not short of money, but he hates everything around him, and he thinks the same is true of monsters, but now it seems that Su Zhaoxue is a pretty normal person.
It's just that the more normal she behaves, the more Song Hongli feels that her normality is rather strange.
"I don't mind being rich if I'm rich will make you like me more. 35
Su Zhaoxue said softly, Song Hongli did not answer as she expected.
The two had a quiet meal, and Su Zhaoxue asked Song Hongli to stay and watch a movie together, and then took him to the attic upstairs.
This is not Song Hongli's first visit to this attic, the attic is full of sunshine, the floor is covered with warm blankets, and it is very comfortable to step on.
Seeing Su Zhaoxue open the door on the first floor of the attic, a huge screen appeared on the wall. Su Zhaoxue asked Song Hongli what he wanted to see, Song Hongli said it was random, and Su Zhaoxue ordered random selection.
The result was a movie that didn't quite fit the atmosphere at the moment.
The film is very old, made in the late nineteenth century, and even the picture is a little blurry.
The name of the movie is "Killing the Last Antelope" and it tells the story of an ordinary man who was resigned from the company because he was diagnosed with cancer. After repeated blows in his life, his character became distorted and extreme.
He once had a ranch, and he also liked the animals in the ranch, but as the story progressed, those animals were also killed by his own hands, including the people he wanted.
The man did not brutally kill those he cared about, but took everyone to the grave little by little in the most gentle way he thought.
Those were his disabled wife, his teenage daughter and newborn son, and his elderly, bedridden father.
He sent these relatives away one by one, and finally after everyone died, he set fire to the entire farm, including all the animals on the farm.
At the beginning of the story, Song Hongli just watched casually, but at the last moment, his eyes were red.
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Seeing his reaction, Su Zhaoxue circled him.
She seemed to understand Song Hongli's thoughts, because the two of them were the best match.
"If it were you, what would you do? Faced with your dying self, and your family members who will lose their support after death, will you choose the same way?"
Su Zhaoxue asked in a low voice, Song Hongli listened to her question, and then nodded heavily.
He always believed that if a person loses the freedom to live on, then it is a pain to live.
Paranoid humans need faith to stay alive.
This is a sentence Song Hongli once read in the euthanasia forum. The person who wrote this sentence is Su Zhaoxue himself.
At this moment, he admitted that Su Zhaoxue was as extreme as himself, and both of them needed beliefs to keep them going.
The former Song Hongli needed to live by himself, because it was his right, something that his stepmother couldn't take away, and the vitality that he would rather be a murderer and save.
And what is Su Zhaoxue's belief, Song Hongli doesn't know.
"Now you are my belief."
Su Zhaoxue opened her mouth slowly, as if she had a consonance, Song Hongli raised her head and looked at the woman's face illuminated by the sun and her eyes with strong desire.
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