He Wants to Be Black Moonlight [Quick Transmigration]

Chapter 63 The 4st White Moonlight 14

When Lu Yu came to this world, his spirit and psychology were actually in a state of collapse.

At that time, Lu Yu also knew that there was something wrong with his spirit and psychology, but he couldn't help it. The emotions of several worlds accumulated in his mind, which could not be resolved or forgotten.

He suspects that he may be suffering from depression.

When meeting the target person, Lu Yu didn't think of flattery, not playing Bai Yueguang, but when reason prevailed, he would be very dependent on Song Xian, and when emotion prevailed, he was immersed in his own world and couldn't get out .

Song Xian didn't know about this, he only thought that it was because of his family's neglect and deliberate avoidance over the years that his younger brother became so tired and fearful of the outside world.

If he could face up to his heart when he hugged Yuyu for the first time, and be a good brother by Yuyu's side, maybe Yuyu wouldn't be what he is now?

Thinking of this, Song Xian hugged Yu Yu on his lap, and Yu Yu, who was immersed in his own world, seemed a little surprised and looked at him in amazement.

Song Xian was still a teenager, and his voice was clean and bright: "Yuyu, let's go for a walk." Don't always be immersed in your personal world, try to step out, and you will have a bright future.

Of course, Lu Yu found out later that what Song Xian said about going out for a walk was to take him to see a psychiatrist.

……

Lu Yu blinked, thinking of these past memories, he really didn't feel regretful.

Forget it, let's help my brother first, at worst, in the future, he will act as a younger brother who doesn't know what is good and bad, break with his brother, and then find a way to match the male protagonist.

After Lu Yu convinced himself, he really pondered in his heart. He glanced at Song Xian one after another. On the surface, Song Xian looked normal, but who would have thought that looking at the normal Song Xian in this way, he couldn't face up to his own self. What about sexual orientation?

With a dry mouth, Lu Yu said a few words to Song Xian, "It's freedom to like someone, regardless of whether the other person is a man or a woman", and Song Xian kept listening.

In order to make Song Xian face these things faster, Lu Yu forcefully took Song Xian to learn about the relevant books, and then went to learn about the film and television materials.

Lu Yu and Song Xian went to the video room.

After choosing a few movies, Lu Yu felt that he was too slow to understand the movies. After thinking about it, he opened a movie that only adults can watch.

Lu Yu was originally nervous, but seeing that Song Xian was more nervous than him, he suddenly became less nervous, and instead raised his eyebrows proudly.

Song Xian: "If you don't like it, don't read it."

Lu Yu: "It's very interesting."

Song Xian didn't speak, and Lu Yu didn't say anything, the voice of the animal world automatically played in his mind.

Spring is here, everything is recovering, and nature has come to the season of reproduction...

While watching Song Xian's reaction, Song Xian's expression was calm, and he was about to turn his gaze to the screen when he suddenly covered his eyes with his hands.

Holy crap, he finally finished his psychological training, so he can go to see it boldly. To be honest, he still has some expectations in his heart, but what is Song Xian doing by covering his eyes?

"elder brother?"

"It's not good-looking, don't look at it." Song Xian said, he could feel Yuyu's eyelashes trembling under his palms, and his palms were slightly itchy when the eyelashes brushed against them, which always made him want to take his hands off and touch them.

"Don't let me see, you see?" Lu Yu's tone was not very good.

Song Xian's eyes were deep, "I don't look at it either, let's change it."

After a while, Lu Yu watched in confusion as the screen changed to animation.

Song Xian's hand was loosened, but Lu Yu looked at the implicit plot on the screen, and glanced at Song Xian from time to time. What Song Xian said was true, and he really couldn't face the fact that he liked men.

For some reason, seeing Song Xian's three-dimensional and beautiful eyebrows under the dim light of the screen, Lu Yu felt naturally sad for Song Xian in his heart.

Also because of the distress that Lu Yu didn't deliberately control, Lu Yu didn't refuse when Song Xian watched cartoons with him in the next few nights.

It also has something to do with the well-arranged content of this animation, and the characters are also exquisitely and beautifully portrayed. Lu Yu watched and watched, and he was able to discuss the plot with Song Xian.

When I went to the office, sometimes I said a word occasionally, and Assistant Yu heard it, and I was speechless, and a thought became more determined in my heart.

——He just said, how could Boss Song train his younger brother unsuspectingly?On the surface it is training, but secretly it is raising his younger brother, so that Lu Shao's mind is all about having fun.

After Assistant Yu and several company executives left one after another, Song Xian's voice contained some helplessness: "Yu Yu, did you do it on purpose?"

To deliberately make him feel wrong?Even if it's a cartoon, there will be some plots in it, but it's not that explicit. Last night they just saw the senior and the junior confess their love together. The two beautiful and delicate teenagers coughed...

Nothing happened, but the clothes were torn off a little, revealing the white and tender shoulders, and the rest could only be made up by the brain.

But Yuyu was by his side, even if it was an anime plot with little soup and little water, Song Xian had to take a few cold showers in the night before he completely calmed down.

But Yu Yu was still looking at him with his chin propped up, the malice in his eyes looked like a little devil playing a prank, it wouldn't make people feel annoying, it would only make people...

Song Xian didn't dare to think about it any further.

Lu Yu hummed: "I did it on purpose, I was discovered."

Deliberately making trouble when they were talking about business, deliberately smearing Song Xian in front of people time and time again, talking to Song Xian in a strange way, etc., acting a little stupid, the company's senior management has a lot of dislike for him, but Song Xian is still a The appearance of a good brother only prolongs his extra tutoring time.

After all, he is the elder brother who has spoiled him for so many years. Although they are not brothers now, they always put each other in the most important position.

Maybe it won't be like this when the protagonist's attack and subject cultivation becomes a positive result in the future, right?But at that time, he had already left this world.

Thinking this way, Lu Yu's eyes dimmed for a moment, and then adjusted himself, and then gradually regained their brightness.

……

But Song Xian's reaction was never in his reaction.

Song Xian knew that he did it on purpose, but he just took a sip of the cold water on the table and loosened his tie. Later, he felt uncomfortable and took off his tie and unbuttoned his shirt a few times.

This set of movements is seductive and sexy. Lu Yu took a few glances before he was reluctant to look away.

Song Xian imitated his posture, supported his head and smiled: "It's just as long as you are happy."

The same posture, Song Xian made was different from him. Lu Yu didn't dare to stay in the office, ignored Song Xian, and pushed the door directly to go out.

Lu Yu had nothing to do, so he called Zhou Cheng directly: "Do you have time? Come out and say hello."

On the other side, Zhou Cheng's eyes lit up: "I'm not like you, I have time any day, I'll go find you, by the way, isn't your brother here?"

Lu Yu looked at it with a guilty conscience: "Not here."

"That's good, let's go to your house." Zhou Cheng was really afraid of Song Xian. He was afraid of Song Xian before, but now he knew that Song Xian was so scheming and cruel, and he didn't dare to get along with Song Xian.

Lu Yu was not surprised that Zhou Cheng chose to go to his house. When he was in school, Zhou Cheng didn't have much freedom in his own home, and because of his brother's arrangement of toys and games, Zhou Cheng always Thinking about coming over to play with him.

Lu Yu was sometimes puzzled. Even if he had more things to play with, it should be attractive to children. Now that they have grown up, Zhou Cheng still likes to come to his place so much, but he still feels incomprehensible.

Seeing Zhou Cheng looking left and right, Lu Yu took Zhou Cheng to his room and joked: "Others say you change girlfriends quickly and are not specific, why do I think you are quite specific in hobbies?" ? How many years have I liked the layout here, I didn't expect Zhou Shao to be such a long-lasting person."

Zhou Cheng had a thick skin, and he didn't feel embarrassed, he said happily, "I don't just like this house, I just envy your brother's love for you."

It is obvious from the layout that one can see how much thought a person has put into it. Lu Yu doesn't understand it yet. Lu Yu doesn't have the heart to add so many things to his home, and these things that are obviously suitable for Lu Yu are all Song Xiannong's begging for Lu Yu. Yu likes it.

He also has an older brother, but his older brother only pays attention to himself, and rarely pays attention to him. In those years, compared with the closeness of the Lu Yu brothers, he and his older brother were really like half-brothers .

The more you can't get it, the more envious you will be.

However, thinking of what he knew about Song Xian's sinister and disgusting feelings towards Lu Yu, Zhou Cheng suddenly felt that these feelings were not good.

Lu Yu took Zhou Cheng to his room, but Zhou Cheng hesitated to speak several times.

Lu Yu raised his eyebrows: "Speak up if you have something to say."

Besides, he kicked Zhou Cheng's ass without hesitation, and the two of them didn't see each other anyway.

Zhou Cheng chuckled and pretended not to care: "Aren't you afraid that you won't be able to bear it? But I still have to tell you that your brother doesn't treat you like we saw him. Hello, it's just because I want to adopt you."

Lu Yu blinked his eyes, and Zhou Cheng just acted as if he didn't believe it, and promptly presented a few evidences: "When you were young, you still remember that you were a bit autistic, and you didn't want to get in touch with others. I didn't understand it at the time. Thinking about it now, your personality is probably formed because of Song Xian."

Lu Yu: No, that means he is really prone to depression, and it has nothing to do with Song Xian.

Zhou Cheng didn't expect to be able to persuade his little friends easily, so he kept talking nonchalantly: "Whatever you want, Song Xian will buy it for you. If you don't do well in the exam, Song Xian won't say anything about you. Parents will Song Xian was scolded by the teacher because of your grades, Song Xian would not hire you a tutor to let you study hard, in a family like ours, whose elder brother is like this?"

Lu Yu thought for a while and said, "My brother will buy whatever I like. I remember that my brother hadn't joined the company at that time, and his living expenses were limited, but as long as I like it, even if he sells what he likes, he will buy it for me." Buy it for me."

Lu Yu still remembers one time, Song Xian sold his favorite robot model because he wanted to buy something for him, and he found out later, Song Xian's reaction at that time...

"I don't have that much money now, but I can sell a lot of things, and I can give them all to Yuyu, Yuyu... Be happy."

Because of his psychological problems, Song Xian didn't force him to study, and didn't make any demands on him. At that time, Song Xian was different from what others misunderstood. He just wanted him to become like a normal person.

Later, Song Xian did indeed do it.

He came out of the memories of the previous few worlds, and even with the help of a psychologist, he learned how to get out of an emotion quickly.

……

These memories passed by like a puddle of water without a trace, except that the smile on Lu Yu's lips was much more real.

This did not shake Lu Yu, Zhou Cheng was really angry and helpless for a while, "You are so simple and stupid, have you never thought that Song Xian treats you so well, pampers you and leaves you alone, in order to raise you up and useless?" ? Let the threat be killed in the bud?"

Zhou Chengcheng was about to shake his little friend's shoulders and ask him how much water was in his head.

Until the next moment, the little friend raised his eyebrows, looking at him with indescribable eyes: "Do you think that my ability to threaten Song Xian is a danger that he must be prepared for in advance?"

Lu Yu still didn't tell his friends that Song Xian's control over the Song family was obviously stronger than Song Xicheng's. Song Xian wasn't even worried about Song Xicheng, so could he be worried about the threat he posed?

He has to be a threat too.

Zhou Cheng glanced up and down at Lu Yu several times, and his expression became awkward. Even Zhou Cheng couldn't admit that Song Xian had always been a child of someone else's family in the circle, and he was too good to be true.

Zhou Cheng was embarrassed for a moment and at least found a reason: "It doesn't have to be a threat, hatred and disgust can also make Song Xian think differently."

Lu Yu Feng nodded this time: "You are right."

I already have the material to break up with my brother.

Before he finished thinking about it, he suddenly heard Zhou Cheng groan: "I just said so much, you don't have a monitor in your room, right? Song Xian won't know about it?"

Isn't that what the novels say?

Now Zhou Cheng has reached another extreme, he is not afraid to speculate on Song Xian with the greatest malice, but in Lu Yu's speechless expression, Zhou Cheng's expression is getting more and more awkward.

"Don't worry, no, my brother won't be so boring." After Lu Yu finished speaking, he didn't want to see his little friend get embarrassed, so he quickly changed the subject: "By the way, I never asked you, why didn't you come to my house to play with me later?" Woolen cloth?"

Zhou Cheng's expression froze.

Lu Yu originally just picked up a random topic to ease the awkward atmosphere, but seeing Zhou Cheng's reaction made him really curious.

There may be other stories in this, right?

Zhou Cheng said with difficulty: "I don't know how to say it. Do you remember that I stayed at your house one day?"

"You came to my house not once, how do I know which day you are talking about?" Lu Yu laughed.

"I stayed with you after our third year graduation exam. You lived with your brother. At that time, the door was not closed. I played games and slept late. I went out to your room to look for you. When I opened the door, I saw Song Xian. Also, the way Song Xian looked back at me at that time, I still have lingering fears when I think about it."

Zhou Cheng was frightened away by Song Xian's glance, and hurriedly closed the door. He still remembered his hasty glance, Lu Yu should have fallen asleep, but looking at Song Xian's posture at that time, why did he always feel that Song Xian seemed to want to kiss him? Woolen cloth?

He must have thought too much, Zhou Cheng quickly pulled back his wandering thoughts.

But since then, it's true that he didn't dare to meet Song Xian face to face. He always felt that he had closed the door at that time, and he seemed to be able to feel Song Xian's gaze like a sharp sword through the crack of the door.

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